she’s back, we had sex, and then we broke it off.
“It’s too complicated,” she said. It is what it is.
I love sleeping beside her. I feel at peace. But that’s it. Like I said I think she needs to fuck me properly. For the effort I gave, I was not well-compensated.
But I do love the whole situation.
It’s ripped off the pages of a romance novel. Including the sex, though one-sided that it was.
Fom the bar to the bathroom to the bedroom. Wet, drunk, and full of lust.
and I know I promised we wouldn’t have do it anymore. But the complications pretty good enough to make you feel alive. and i know it’s good enough to be tempting to do over and over.
and truth is, no matter how much it sucks to have one-way sex, the companionship in the form of sleeping beside her and the sanctity of which, as well as the sexual tension and chemistry between us, is worth the un-compensated sex. (well..for the time being.)
Sex needs improvement
Situation still complicated
It’s over and done with
But oh so good to try again.
